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May
Oregon bird haiku
This is the first of two posts about this year’s birding trip to Central Oregon (2024). A different take In late May, Craig and I spent a delightful few days birding in Central Oregon with cousins Ron and Linda — our annual trip. We began at the Summer Lake Wildlife…
29
Apr
Getting out there
On a perfect spring day, we took a beautiful hike at Morgan Territory Regional Preserve. A new hike Craig and I are always promising ourselves to get out and explore more of the many wonderful hiking trails in our area. Don’t get me wrong: we love our “stupid little hike”…
23
Feb
Return to the secret garden
More than four years ago, Craig introduced me to a small patch of wilderness that decades before had been planted with narcissus and daffodils. I wrote about it then, and last week we finally made another trek out to check on the current state of this secret garden. Don’t hate…
02
Feb
San Diego between the storms
January between rainstorms was a lovely time to visit the San Diego area. Though this trip didn’t turn out quite as we’d imagined, we had fun exploring some of the less-visited sites. To fly or not to fly? Private pilots like to say that if you absolutely must get somewhere…
06
Oct
Two overnights at Crater Lake
We made two visits to Crater Lake this year, one at each end of its short season. The season opens Last May, we wrapped up our annual Oregon birding trip with a stop at Crater Lake National Park. We were lucky: the season had just begun and I was able…
04
Aug
Echo Lake Summer 2023
In July we made our second annual trip to Echo Lake. Going back This past winter brought so much snow to the Sierras that we worried whether our planned annual stay at Echo Lake would be possible. Would the snow have retreated sufficiently to allow Echo Chalet to open on…
02
Jun
Birding Oregon 2023: Malheur
Oregon Trip, Part 2: The second part of this year’s Oregon birding adventure took us back to Malheur National Wildlife Refuge. Craig and I have done quite a lot of birding in the past few months! In March we spent a week birding in Texas (links to the relevant posts…
26
May
Birding Oregon 2023: Summer Lake
Oregon Trip, Part 1: For the second year running, our annual May birding trip to eastern Oregon began at the Summer Lake Wildlife Area. Off to Oregon! It was that time again, and we were off to join expert birders Ron and Linda Klein for our yearly trip to Oregon.…
07
Apr
After the storms
At the end of a very rainy winter, Craig and I took advantage of a few days of sunny weather for an outing to Treasure Island. And before the rains started up again, we also attempted a hike at Briones Reservoir. Results were mixed. Come for the view, stay for…
07
Apr
Birding the Gulf Coast
Texas Roadtrip, Part 6: We wrapped up our Texas birding adventure with stops at two hotspots on the Gulf Coast: the nature center on South Padre Island and the Aransas National Wildlife Refuge. Just in time for spring break Craig and I had been warned before we left Big Bend…
27
Mar
Down in the dumps
Texas Roadtrip, Part 5: After leaving the amazing birding hotspots in McAllen, Texas, we headed east to the Gulf Coast. We stayed overnight in Brownsville, with the intention of making an early morning visit to the local dump. Terns and tacos Our birding adventure in Brownsville began with trying in…
24
Mar
Beautiful Big Bend
Texas Roadtrip, Part 4: I thought you might appreciate a break from all the bird-y posts and enjoy some scenery and wildflowers from Big Bend National Park. Ross Maxwell Scenic Drive We began our exploration of Big Bend National Park with a drive down to the Río Grande via the…
16
Mar
Birding the Río Grande Valley
Texas Roadtrip, Part 3: Our travels continued with visits to three birding hotspots near McAllen, Texas, just north of the Río Grande and the Mexican border. Where do the real birders go? Before our trip, we called up Craig’s cousin Ron, birder extraordinaire, to ask for his suggestions as to…
13
Mar
Birding in Big Bend
Texas Roadtrip, Part 2: Our first main stop was Big Bend National Park in western Texas, where we went mainly for the birds. Here’s what we discovered there… How many birds did we find? Before I answer that, let me first say that it was entirely our own fault. We…
10
Mar
Drawing on the sidewalk
We’re on a three-week road trip in Texas! Here’s what we saw while wandering around Houston’s Midtown last Saturday. Making art in a public place It was a beautiful Saturday in early March, the start of our Texas road trip. Craig and I were looking for a place in Midtown…
03
Mar
Undaunted by wind and rain
We have indeed been having weather! But that has not deterred us from getting out. My sisters and I hiked at Coyote Hills Regional Park last week. And on the weekend Craig and I made an overnight trek out to the Central Valley to see the almond blossoms and visit…
24
Feb
Pottery as spiritual practice
If you follow this blog, you probably noticed that I made very few posts last year. What was I doing instead, you ask? Well, the truth is that I have become obsessed with pottery. Let me tell you about it… Preoccupied with pottery Last January when I told Craig that…
27
Jan
Try to remember
For several years, I have been crafting digital collages as a way to curate my photographs and document events in my everyday life. A Postcard from Today It began like this. In August of 2016, I talked some girlfriends into joining me in a creative challenge: every day for six…
06
Jan
Work in progress
Our friend Patrick Erwin is a retired electrician cum painter who began working seriously on his art in his later years. I met him in his studio for this interview… Wiry with white hair and twinkling hazel-green eyes, Patrick Erwin has an energy that belies his 78 years. (We sometimes…
01
Jan
Once more around the sun
It’s the end of a year and the start of a new one: wishing us all peace and prosperity in 2023! Interjection expressing discomfort, surprise, or dismay 2023 began with a crushing blow. After nearly three years, I blew my New York Times crossword puzzle streak at 899 games! All…
23
Dec
Gratitude in the season of Covid
The Christmas holidays have not been quite what I hoped for this year. Despite multiple vaccinations and diligent mask-wearing, Craig and I both came down with Covid a couple weeks before Christmas. He got it first and is over it now, testing negative two days running, but my tests are…
26
Aug
First annual trip to Echo Lake
In July, we had a perfect stay at Echo Lake. We liked it so well, in fact, that we went back again the next month! A nostalgic detour Making our way home from our hiking trip in the Eastern Sierras, we decided to stop at Echo Lake — or, more…
20
Jun
All the little birdies go tweet-tweet-tweet
The new Sound ID feature of the Merlin Bird ID app is amazing. This was our first experience trying it out… High-tech birding I have raved about the Merlin Bird ID app here before, but the folks at Cornell Ornithology Lab have now taken it to the next level. I’ll…
17
Jun
Oregon’s “Misfortune” is our delight
No, I’m not indulging in a spot of schadenfreude. Rather, I’m talking about the lovely days in May 2022 that we spent looking for and at birds in the Malheur National Wildlife Refuge. This is the second of two posts about this trip. What’s in a name? Malheur (local pronunciation:…
10
Jun
Hiking in the Eastern Sierra
Last week, we took our last trip in the camper before selling it. We headed out to the eastern side of the Sierra Nevada mountains and revisited two of our favorite spots: Rock Creek Lake and the Ancient Bristlecone Pine Forest in the White Mountains. Last trip in the camper…
03
Jun
Springtime at Summer Lake
Our second annual May birding trip to eastern Oregon (2022) began with a few days at Summer Lake Wildlife Area. Here are some of the highlights… It was thanks to Craig’s Aunt Doris that we found ourselves in Eastern Oregon last month for a birding expedition. Attending her 100th birthday…
07
Mar
Flower power!
In mid February, with the vernal equinox still weeks away, spring was already in full flower here in Northern California: almond blossoms in the Central Valley, plum trees in the wooded hills, and cymbidiums at the Pacific Orchid Exposition. So we went exploring… Spring has been bustin’ out all over…
20
Dec
Alice in Oxford
This is the second of two posts recounting my encounters with Alice in Wonderland during a ten-day visit to the UK in October 2021. (A link to the first post may be found at the bottom of this page.) Locks and keys In October 2021, after several days (and two…
13
Dec
Alice in London
This is the first of two posts recounting my encounters with Alice in Wonderland during a ten-day visit to the UK in October. (A link to the second post may be found at the bottom of this page.) When you hear the name “Alice,” you immediately know whom we’re talking…
06
Dec
Kindred
This is the fourth in a series of posts featuring photographs taken during our trip to Botswana and Uganda in August 2021. Chimpanzee habituation Kibale National Park in western Uganda is home to a large population of chimpanzees, and they offer guided chimpanzee experiences to tourists. When I made our booking,…
29
Nov
The birds and the bees
This is the third in a series of posts featuring photographs taken during our trip to Botswana and Uganda in August 2021. The bee-eaters Bee-eaters simply beg to be photographed! Not only are they exceptionally colorful and beautiful, but one of this bird’s strategies for attracting the bees and other insects…
22
Nov
October travels: Boston
The Gentle Author was holding their last-ever Advanced Blogging workshop in April 2020. I had signed up, booked my flights and lodging, and was looking forward to the trip, and then… well, you know what happened. But a year and a half later, the workshop was finally back on, and…
19
Nov
Reigning cats and dogs
This is the second in a series of posts featuring photographs taken during our trip to Botswana and Uganda in August 2021. When people think of safaris, they tend to think first of the big cats: lions and leopards and cheetahs, oh my! Alas, no cheetahs did we spot in the…
15
Nov
The fisher kings
This is the first in a planned series of posts featuring photographs taken during our trip to Botswana and Uganda in August 2021. Pied kingfishers The first stop on our Africa trip was Maun, Botswana, where we spent a day and a half recovering from a more-grueling-than-necessary journey, before heading out…
12
Nov
Birding in Africa
As you will know if you’ve read my posts from the past year, Craig and I have gotten interested in birds in recent months — okay, very interested. So although we didn’t go to Africa specifically for the birds, it was natural that birdwatching should end up being a significant…
08
Nov
Traveling in a pandemic
It was teatime in London, where I was attending an advanced blogging workshop. A pot of darjeeling and a slice of raspberry-almond cake were awaiting my attention, when my phone pinged with an unexpected and unwelcome message. It was from Britain’s National Health Service (NHS), alerting me that I’d been…
24
Sep
Tennis for old people
I should perhaps start by saying that I’ve never been much of a tennis player — and when I tell you that I spent most of my tennis matches chasing mis-hit balls (chiefly mine), you’ll get a sense of how dreadful I always was and why I was never keen…
20
Sep
Making bricks by hand
I must first admit that I’ve never given much thought to bricks. We don’t use them for building in California (because, you know, earthquakes), and elsewhere in the country they’re just part of the built environment — in the background. But in Uganda, with a young and growing population and…
30
Aug
Seeking the solitary shoebill
Once you see a shoebill — or even a picture of a shoebill — you never forget it. This unusual bird looks like a cross between a stork, a pelican, and a dinosaur, both fearsome and comical. I had seen the pictures. Now I wanted to see one in the…
27
Aug
The best pineapples in the world
Craig’s last trip to Uganda was nearly twenty-five years ago, when he bicycled with a few other travelers through rural villages, staying at local hotels, eating in local restaurants, and visiting schools and similar institutions. He remembers the country from those days with great fondness: the kindness and hospitality of…
23
Aug
Gorilla tracking, day 2
The chance to see mountain gorillas in the wild draws many tourists to Uganda every year. For Craig and me, gorillas were only one of many attractions in this beautiful country (chimpanzees! tree-climbing lions! and don’t forget all the amazing birds!) — but they were definitely high on our list.…
23
Aug
Tracking mountain gorillas in Uganda
It’s five o’clock in the morning at our lodge on the edge of Bwindi Impenetrable Forest National Park in southwestern Uganda, and we’re gearing up for our morning of tracking mountain gorillas in the Ruhija section of the park. I’m dressed head to toe in the full panoply of gorilla-safari…
09
Aug
An exotic visitor
This little red bird doesn’t look like much (especially in this dreadfully grainy shot), but he is in fact a vermillion flycatcher, who really had no business whatsoever being in north-central California at the end of November (or any other time, for that matter). And yet there he was —…
09
Aug
Meanwhile, in Botswana…
Where the Okavango River flows from Angola, through Namibia, and into northwestern Botswana, it spreads out to form a vast wetland covering as much as 5800 square miles, before finally sinking into the sands of the Kalahari Desert. Five main channels cut through the Okavango Delta, and innumerable smaller waterways…
06
Aug
Along the Pacific Flyway
Last November, with Covid cases spiking all over the country, Craig and I decided to celebrate our seventh anniversary by driving our camper out to the Sacramento National Wildlife Refuge Complex to see the migrating birds. These refuges are part of the Pacific Flyway, one of four north-south bird migration…
02
Aug
Capturing nature on the page
Some months ago, a friend mentioned that she had taken an Audubon Society class on drawing birds, and that it was the best art class she had ever taken. Wow, I thought, I want to know about this! The instructor, I learned, was the aptly-named John Muir “Jack” Laws. He…
30
Jul
Our local birds
Since we live on an island in the San Francisco Bay, we are blessed with all sorts of bird life, like these double-crested cormorants. Many species show up in our backyard, but beyond its bounds there are lots of others. I wanted to show you a few of them. Every…
26
Jul
Which bird is which?
For me, a big part of the joy of birding is the challenge of identifying unfamiliar birds. And because I’m fairly new to this pursuit, most birds are unfamiliar to me — which leaves me a lot to discover and enjoy! Here are a few examples from the past year.…
23
Jul
Our fine-feathered friends
During the pandemic, Craig and I, like so many others, watched birds. Not that this was completely new for us. If you’ve read this blog in the past, you will have noticed that birds figure prominently in many of my posts. But with the pandemic, our interest in birds rose…
16
Jul
The Dormouse, literary and culinary
When I was a very little girl, my mother often read to me from A.A. Milne’s books of rhymes for children: When We Were Very Young and Now We Are Six. Less familiar to most than Milne’s Winnie-the-Pooh stories, these books are filled with humorous and whimsical and sometimes lyrical…
08
Jan
Ring in the New Year!
Happy 2021! May this new year bless us with hope and health, truth and light and peace. I have often heard the expression “to ring in the New Year” without giving much thought to what it meant — aside from churches ringing their bells on New Year’s Eve. But this…
27
Nov
Silver linings
Hey there! Wherever you are, I hope this finds you safe and well (and wearing your masks!) during these challenging times. Do you also find that some version of the basic metta (lovingkindness) blessing — May you be happy. May you be well — opens most of your correspondence these…
14
Feb
A secret garden
Somewhere in the woods not far away, a minor path leads off a well-traveled trail to a vernal pool. There, more than two decades ago, someone planted narcissus. Once established, the plants spread into thick clumps around the perimeter of the pool, and a few brave clusters still hide in…
07
Feb
Bird by bird
I listen to a podcast on my morning walk, and I often let the length of the show dictate the length of the walk. On a recent morning the podcast was On Being; Krista Tippett was interviewing Brené Brown. I was engrossed — Brené (she seems like a first-name sort…
31
Jan
The Bay and beyond
The San Francisco Bay Area is blessed with many splendid open spaces, including state, regional and national parks, as well as numerous local watersheds accessible by permit. But a significant loss for us this past year was the closing of the Buckeye Creek Trail in the Oakland hills, where Craig has…
23
Jan
Around the Bay
One of the true luxuries of no longer having a job is being able to go hiking on weekdays, when few others are on the trails. Not to mention just having more time to spend out of doors, whether we’re exploring on foot, by bicycle, or from the air. This…
20
Jan
New Mexico in winter
We landed in Albuquerque mid-afternoon on a Saturday — in fact, just before the start of the 49ers-Vikings playoff game, which was a must-see. So our first order of business after collecting our rental car was to track down a sports bar where we could watch the game. Craig and…
21
Nov
Weekend in Walla Walla
Labor Day Weekend, 2018 Destination: Walla Walla, Washington NOTE: I originally drafted this post in September 2018, not long after the trip, but I hadn’t quite finished it when things went a bit crazy. Since it was pretty much ready to go, I decided to finish it up and post…
14
Nov
Hiking the Drakensberg
The eland, explained Sipelele, our young Zulu guide, was sacred to the nomadic San and Khoekhoe peoples who were once the main inhabitants and stewards of the Drakensberg region of South Africa. These indigenous artists created paintings on sandstone — in caves and on sheltered rock faces — that reflected…
10
Oct
Life 2.0
Hi there! Yes, it’s been a while. It turns out that major life changes require a lot of time and focus and energy. (Surprise!) But now that things are finally settling down, it’s time for a reboot. Let me catch you up…
05
Jan
Miracles, minor and mundane
One of my personal maxims is “Begin as you mean to continue,” and in keeping with this intention, I proposed to Craig that we start off the New Year with our favorite local hike in Chabot Regional Park, up in the Oakland Hills. Craig has been hiking the Goldenrod and…
18
Dec
Sing we joyous all together!
Chanticleer’s annual Christmas concert is one of my favorite holiday treats and — lucky for me — Craig also enjoys this event. (If you don’t know, Chanticleer is a fantastic 12-voice men’s choir, based in San Francisco.) After so many years, we know the structure of their Christmas program by…
11
Dec
The great Christmas tree hunt
It’s early December, and the holidays are upon us. I love this time of year with the many and varied festivities, a kindlier feeling as well as a nip in the air, twinkling lights and tinkling bells, carols and cookies, parties and poinsettias. Most especially, I love going up the…
04
Dec
End-of-year reboot
As you might have noticed (I hope you noticed!), I haven’t posted anything here for several weeks. There were reasons. But the longer I didn’t post, the harder it became to start up again. How could I possibly catch up? I finally decided to follow the advice I always give…
18
Sep
Hearty vegetable chowder
Having friends visit is always an occasion for cooking up something delicious, so when my friend Lisa came out from Philadelphia, we seized the opportunity to cook together — something we both enjoy. I made my favorite pan-roasted chicken thighs for one dinner, along with the simple boiled potatoes that…
11
Sep
What happens in Vegas
Las Vegas, Nevada. A destination for travelers from around the world: one of those must-see places for first-time visitors to the United States. A playground for the young and well-heeled (Jimmy Choo, Salvatore Ferragamo, Christian Louboutin…) A ruthless consumers’ paradise designed to part fools from their money as efficiently as…
29
Aug
Smiles of a summer night
I thought that publishing a “Smiles” list every week might get a little boring, so I decided just to make these occasional — which means that I’ve been saving up this batch for a while! A few weeks ago, I wrote about commuting on a Ford GoBike. Since then, I…
21
Aug
Mom’s buttermilk pancakes
I never order pancakes when I go out for breakfast, because when I do I am inevitably disappointed. I can honestly say I’ve never eaten any that can hold a candle to my mom’s simple recipe for buttermilk pancakes. They are the best, hands down: fluffy, chewy, and utterly delicious!
17
Aug
Great-Granddaddy Wise
One of my most prized possessions is a book of poetry written by my great-grandfather — my mother’s mother’s father. His first name was Stidger, but I don’t know whether anyone actually used it. Mom and her sisters called him “Granddaddy Wise” (Wise was his last name), and they adored…
07
Aug
All things bright and beautiful
In the same week, Krista Tippett and Maria Popova both discussed Michael McCarthy’s memoir cum manifesto, The Moth Snowstorm: Nature and Joy. Or perhaps I just happened on these two conversations in the same week? I’m not sure — and it doesn’t matter, of course, except that the dual mention felt like a…
03
Aug
Marginalia as interpretation and liberation
I learned about florilegia from the Harry Potter and the Sacred Text podcast. This practice — “the gathering of literary flowers,” as I described it earlier — involves assembling several texts and then examining them, singly and in relationship, to see what meanings emerge. The so-called “sparklets” that you collect…
31
Jul
A contrary bird is the pelican!
Having grown up near the California coast, I am most familiar with our seafaring brown pelicans, so it’s always a special thrill to see the white pelicans who are only seasonal visitors. I was lucky enough to espy this fellow paddling on Oakland’s Lake Merritt and to snap a few…
27
Jul
The world from two wheels
Ever since a Ford GoBike station appeared a couple blocks from my house, I’ve been musing about whether this could help me get more exercise into my daily routine — especially right now when walking is painful (plantar fasciitis!). It’s less than a mile to the nearest BART station, but…
24
Jul
Blackberries from the vine
I picked eleven pints of blackberries on Saturday morning. Well, maybe twelve — there’s no saying how many disappeared between the vine and the basket (though my purple-stained mouth offered a clue). Craig has a wonderful garden patch where he grows two kinds of blackberries — Navajo and Triple Crown…
20
Jul
What’s making me smile this week? (#2)
In light of recent world events, I feel like I’ve been grimacing rather than smiling this week. But part of the purpose of this exercise is to remind myself that there are still lots of good things in the world, even when they don’t make the front page. And in…
17
Jul
Play it again, Spira!
My visit to Bath this past May coincided with the start of the annual Bath Festival, and I couldn’t miss this chance to hear a concert in the ballroom of Bath’s famous Assembly Rooms. Painted robin’s egg blue and sparkling with crystal chandeliers, the ballroom was well known to me…
15
Jul
The uncommon cooks of A Common Table
From the moment you put a piece of bread in your mouth, you are part of the world. Who grew the wheat? Who made the bread? Where did it come from? You are in a relationship with all who brought it to the table. We are least separate and most…
13
Jul
What’s making me smile this week?
One of my favorite podcasts is Pop Culture Happy Hour. The panelists have a great rapport — I especially love witty and whip-smart Glen Weldon — and they have clever, thoughtful, insightful things to say about movies, television, books, music… in short, about pop culture. I heart this podcast very…
10
Jul
The east arm of the Wintu
Who wouldn’t want to read a book called A Field Guide to Getting Lost? I picked up Rebecca Solnit’s essay collection several years ago in the De Young museum shop, simply because I was intrigued by its title. My favorite part was her introduction, a rambling essay called “Open Door,” and…
06
Jul
Rambles along rivers
It had been months since Craig and I had gotten out in the camper, not since we blew out its transmission coming back from Death Valley on New Year’s Eve. Though the camper had long since been repaired, we still had not managed to get away — and Craig was…
03
Jul
Happily eating my vegetables
Yottam Ottolenghi’s cookbooks make me want to become a vegetarian. All his recipes look and sound amazing, but it’s the lovingly photographed vegetable dishes that practically leap off the page with their color and crunch and freshness. I’ve made several of the Mediterranean-inspired recipes from both Plenty and Jerusalem, and they…
29
Jun
A puff of smoke, a swirl of cloak
The train began to move, and Harry walked alongside it, watching his son’s thin face already ablaze with excitement. Harry kept smiling and waving, even though it was like a little bereavement, watching his son glide away from him. The last trace of steam evaporated in the autumn air. The train…
26
Jun
Tea for me!
I hadn’t planned to treat myself that afternoon, but I know how it happened: a long midday walk through Belgravia and Hyde Park had left my feet aching and my stomach growling. Plus, I had three more hours to kill before the evensong service at St. Paul’s. So what should I…
22
Jun
Who is that big-footed bird?
Life gifts us every day with small mysteries, encounters that arouse our curiosity and intrigue our inquiring minds. Like the odd-looking bird I noticed the other day, when I was walking along the Serpentine in London’s Hyde Park. What could it be? It was about the size of a small…
19
Jun
Façades and derrières
“Where have you been all these weeks? Don’t tell me you’ve been getting into mischief again!” “No, no, I’ve been behaving very decorously,” he assured her. “You have to in Bath — a devilish place!” (Georgette Heyer, Black Sheep) Several times during my visit, I heard the assertion that in Jane Austen’s day…
17
Jun
Nom de plumber
Plumbing the depths What most intrigued me about my visit to Bath’s Roman Baths was what I learned there about lead. The Romans used lead mined from the nearby Mendip Hills to line their bathing pools, as well as the conduits through which water was channeled from the sacred spring…
15
Jun
Out and about in Bath
Another postcard from Bath First of all, I had no idea that Bath was on the River Avon— or any river, for that matter. Jane Austen and Georgette Heyer had sadly misled me on this point! Or, more likely, they thought it so obvious that there was no need to mention…
12
Jun
Postcards from Bath
She disliked Bath, and did not think it agreed with her — and Bath was to be her home. (Jane Austen, Persuasion) Destinating Bath Any lover of Jane Austen and Georgette Heyer must one day make a pilgrimage to Bath. Like so many others who have “destinated” Bath (an apt coinage I borrow from…
08
Jun
A speck in the universe, walking alone
It was because Craig likes to baby his colds, while I prefer to ignore mine, that I found myself hiking twelve miles of the Wales Coast Path by myself one afternoon last fall. The September day was bright, but lingering clouds from the previous night’s rainfall lent drama to the sky. Sections…
05
Jun
Georgette Heyer puts me to sleep
I’m not sure she would see this as a compliment, but in truth it is no reflection on her writing. Heyer’s novels are one of my guilty pleasures: I have listened to these audiobooks dozens of times. In fact, it’s because I know them so well that they are for me the…
01
Jun
Curiosity and collectanea
Just what is this blog about? Curiouser and curiouser What comes to mind when I think about curiosity? First, I think of the Zen Buddhist idea of the beginner’s mind: setting aside our assumptions and preconceptions and encountering the world as a child does, with a sense of wonder and…